hehs. had cell today... was actually not bad :) cos jac nv come haha. when she come sure will disturb me alot one. haihz. i feel reall bad feeling this way abt her but i seriously. hiahz. dunno wad to say to her lah... she tok to me i oso got nothing to say to her and i get really frustrated cos she is throwing her life away if she continues in this way and she distracts like xiang all oso when she comes and its like so discouraging when shes been with us for like almost a yr and shes still like this and she always needs pple to force her to come den she will come. and wads the pt of forcing? i mean when u are forced to go to church u oso wun really listen and stuff rite. i dunno lah. just need patience and the love of God for her. i think she really does need God just tt shes so caught up in her life and in the world that she doesnt see the need yet. i just pray tt she will soon...
and i really want to castrate someone now!!! and poke his gf's eyes out. oh dear so violent. but they are evil pple. how can they do tt to my bear :( super bad lah. you rock ok. stop thinking that you dont. i really dunno wad to say to you cos im really bad at this kinda things so igeuss when i tell u stuff it doesnt sound very convincing or it doesnt help but tt is really what i feel. i know im like so lousy tt i cant take all ur burdens for u... i really tried but i guess i cant... its not in my nature but im willing to HELP you... just let me ok? and let ur other fren too... i know pple hurt you like EVIL MAN but tt doesnt mean tt u are bad. it just means tt maybe he is a DYSFUNCTIONAL CRAP. come on dear...so what if there are some parts of u that are not perfect? noone is and there are pple hu are more turn off in worse ways than you ok. you have a beautiful nature and you cant see it but i can!!! pls hang on...
ok i think im a very irritable person.get irritated by smallt hings like pple not folding the newspaper properly orlike not putting it in the correct place... oso when my mother comes my room and like turns my lights off and stuff. i will like scold her. but its really irritating leh. haihz. will try tobe less irritable and more accepting haha. oh no. im like being a pig. eating so majorly much! and i still haven train yet :s craps. pig no. 1 is evelyn peng lah. wahlao haha... ok. better sleep soon so i can wake up tml :p
and i really want to castrate someone now!!! and poke his gf's eyes out. oh dear so violent. but they are evil pple. how can they do tt to my bear :( super bad lah. you rock ok. stop thinking that you dont. i really dunno wad to say to you cos im really bad at this kinda things so igeuss when i tell u stuff it doesnt sound very convincing or it doesnt help but tt is really what i feel. i know im like so lousy tt i cant take all ur burdens for u... i really tried but i guess i cant... its not in my nature but im willing to HELP you... just let me ok? and let ur other fren too... i know pple hurt you like EVIL MAN but tt doesnt mean tt u are bad. it just means tt maybe he is a DYSFUNCTIONAL CRAP. come on dear...so what if there are some parts of u that are not perfect? noone is and there are pple hu are more turn off in worse ways than you ok. you have a beautiful nature and you cant see it but i can!!! pls hang on...
ok i think im a very irritable person.get irritated by smallt hings like pple not folding the newspaper properly orlike not putting it in the correct place... oso when my mother comes my room and like turns my lights off and stuff. i will like scold her. but its really irritating leh. haihz. will try tobe less irritable and more accepting haha. oh no. im like being a pig. eating so majorly much! and i still haven train yet :s craps. pig no. 1 is evelyn peng lah. wahlao haha... ok. better sleep soon so i can wake up tml :p
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